After the issue with Kaleah, Sam didn’t want anything but to be alone. He hid out in the basement, and eventually just went to bed. When Brianne noticed he was sleeping, she tried to go to bed as well, but just couldn’t get herself to fall asleep. She decided she would see if Sam was still willing to ‘take it back into his bedroom’ and crept out into the living room. | ‘He’s so
peaceful…so…cute…’ Brie thought to herself as she watched him sleep in the
darkness. She poked his arm, but he didn’t move. She poked it again, and
still…nothing. |
“Huh?” Sam said quietly as he started to wake up. “Brianne?” Brie stopped walking and half turned towards him. “Wh…what are you doing?” Sam struggled to sit up. | “Sorry to wake you.” She said softly. “I couldn’t sleep.”
Sam yawned and stretched his arms behind his head before responding. |
“It won’t be anything like that…” Brie pleaded. “Besides, I
feel bad for what happened earlier...and you did say that going to your bedroom was a great idea.” She giggled.
Sam laughed without humour. | Brianne nodded her head slowly. |
Days went by, and Kaleah was never seen. She kept herself
locked up in her room or on the balcony, and barely left to grab something to
eat. Sam picked up as many shifts at work as possible to stay away from Brianne
in hopes that he would be able to break his attachment to her. A whole week
came and went before anybody heard from Kaleah, and one day, out of pure
boredom, Brie went to investigate. | “What are you doing up here anyways?” Kaleah asked, turning
her attention away from her painting. |
“You know…you have a lot of nerve coming to talk to me!”
Kaleah grew angry. “I thought it was quite clear that I hate you.” | “Sam would talk to you, you know that! You're just not giving him the chance!” |
As Brie descended the stairs, Sam was just logging on to his
computer. ‘Crap…’ Brie thought as Sam
finally heard her footsteps. | “Sam…” She said after a few moments of silence. “We need to
talk.” |
Sam quickly shut off his computer as he noticed Brianne
walking away after the words she had just laid out on him. He scrambled to cut
her off. | “You’ve been out working a lot lately and it’s given me a
lot of alone time to think. I was with him for 5 years, Sam! 5 years and I let
a few weeks of bad decisions cloud my idea of him. Maybe…he will be changed by
the time I go back.” Brie grew scared of her own idea. Sam noticed the fear in
her eyes. |
Brianne thought long and hard. Her feared expression grew
heavier and her heart started thumping. | “Don’t go back to Hank’s…” He finally repeated.
|
Later that night, Kaleah had finally left her bedroom. She
went outside to get some fresh air, and pondered around the fountain in front of
the house. Sam noticed she was out there, and went to join her. | Sam went to join her and as Kaleah noticed this, she turned
away from him. |
“I’m leaving…” Sam said quickly, before Kaleah could shoo
him off again. Kaleah’s heart dropped at the sound of his words, and she
quickly walked towards him. | “Kaleah, I know it’s been hard on you having Brianne here.
It’s been hard on me too…mostly…because having her here meant not being able to
be around you.” Sam sighed before continuing. “I’m going to drive Brianne to Boston. She was going on
about how she’s going back to Hank and I fear that I will only worry about her
if she did that. I need to know that she’s safe…I need to take her to Boston where her parents
are.” |
“But Sam…a car trip to Boston
and back would only take a week and a half! Why would you be gone for so long?”
Kaleah tried to wrap her head around everything. | She started crying—she couldn’t hold it in any longer. Sam
put his big hands around her little waist and brought her close to his body to
comfort her. |
Sam pulled away and cupped Kaleah’s face in his hands. He
stared in her eyes—a deep stare, as if he was looking into Kaleah and not at
her. She couldn’t help but to lock her eyes with his. | “Sam…” Kaleah pried her body off of his. “…I can’t guarantee
that I will be here waiting for you when you get back.” She said,
hesitantly. "I mean...I'll be here physically...but I can't promise
I'll be here emotionally for you." |
‘TOMORROW?!’ Kaleah mindfully screamed as she watched Sam walk back into the house. She broke into tears again, not expecting to have to say good bye so soon. Sam was her best friend—the only guy in the world who held any significant piece of her. The only guy in the world who has ever been given the chance to hold her heart to his, and he broke it. And even with the gut-wrenching feeling of knowing she will be alone, and even with the anger that slowly crept up on her at Sam, she longed for him—more than ever. | As Sam walked into the house, he was gulping back tears. He
didn’t even notice Brianne waiting for him inside. He walked right passed her. |
“I wasn’t watching…” She started. “Sam can I ask you a
question?” | Sam didn’t like that Brianne was pressuring his decision. He
instantly grew mad. |
“I’m flattered that you want me so bad, Brie, but I’m sorry!
That is so not the case! Your twisted
text book methods are not what’s
going on here! I need some time to think! Regardless, I’m coming back here in a
few weeks…where Kaleah is and you’re not. That was my first instinct. So with
that stupid, crazy-person logic, then I really truly want Kaleah! How can I
really truly want both of you?” Sam was yelling. | Brie grew offended and turned to walk away.
“I’ll go pack my things. I guess you’ll have to wait and see that I’m right.” She said softly before exiting the room. |
‘That does make sense…’ Sam thought to himself when he was alone and calmed down. ‘If she’s right, then why does thinking about not coming back to Kaleah feel so…heartbreaking?’ |